Ok so I’m freaking out! I feel like my life just flashed before my eyes. So apparently my girlfriend is pregnant. I’m only 21 and don’t want to have a kid just yet. The worst part about it is that we were being safe! My girlfriend is only 20 and she said that she’s keeping the baby there’s no chance for an abortion. I told her that i don’t want to have a kid just yet but I don’t think she truly understands how much I don’t want a kid. I still have to finish school and I really cannot provide for a kid right now. I have career goals that seem like they are being flushed down the drain. I have been thinking of leaving but honestly I just feel morally wrong doing that. I love her and I would feel terrible leaving her by herself to struggle and suffer all alone. I really don’t know what to do. It’s not like I manipulated her to do the deed unprotected. It just really sucks and it was a fluke. How unlucky do I have to be? I don’t know what to do.
