I’m confused and not sure what I’m feeling, looking to Situation 805 listeners for help as I don’t have many close friends around right now. My boyfriend and I have been living together for 3 years, and he is my best friend. I have a lot of respect for him, and I cherish him as a person, but over the last weeks I’ve realized that some of the little issues over the last couple of months have my subconscious telling me that I’m ready for something new in life.
One of my main issues with him is that he is more dependent on me, he also loves me way more then I love him. I can just feel it. Everybody we meet always tells me how much of a nice guy he is. But I just think he deserve someone who loves him as much as the love he puts out, I’m not sure if that’s me though. I don’t really know where this email is taking me, but how do I initiate this conversation? It’s really hard to even start the thought of breaking his heart it really hurts my soul!! I know he really doesn’t deserve to be hurt, but at the same time it’s unfair for me to to continue this relationship with him if my feelings are changing. I know some people will just say well just do it, break up with him, but I have never broken up with anyone like this, I don’t know what to expect?
I know a lot of people will also talk smack about what I am about to say but these feeling where also fueled by a old friend of mine that I’ve been hanging out with. A couple nights ago, and we somehow ended up cuddling. That was it, nothing happened but it did spark something inside of me. It felt very wrong, and very right at the same time… I think it made me realize I just want to be single. So even if we were to break up here’s the thing… we rent an apartment together, and we have to pay for it for 3 more months after ending the contract meaning we might even have to live together for 3 months before either of us can move out. Any helpful advice it welcome. Thanks in advanced! (email your situation to: listeners@957thebeatfm.com)
